This has honestly been thee worst Monday ever.
The shit that just keeps happening is REtarded.
I've been an anxious, overwhelmed freak all week, but today was the official breaking point. I have conflicts between work and everything else is driving me into a big black hole of more freakin' freaking. There is a suddenly due date that is not only impossible to meet, but was never discussed with me- AND that's got to be sorted out, or you might as well admit me to the crazy house, because frankly I don't know much longer I can do this without scrambling my grapefruit.
The chocolate milk that spilled over today's work was just the icing on the cake, as was the stove's pull-out drawer peeling back my toe nail like a price sticker...
So I'm done with work tonight. The chocolate milk ruined that last page and was like a KICK in the face, so I might draw- something that'll make me happy and not like I feel the need to continuously prove myself to everyone.
My next contract is starting in a Week (oh jesus...) Where the H-E- double hockey sticks did January go.... SERIOUSLY.
In other news, on final decision, ADA Issue 2 has been split into two issues. Somewhat relieving.
AMERICAN DARK AGE ISSUE TWO Kickstarter has begun! You can pre-order your copy here:
Please Note that the Date of delivery will mostly like change.
Time to do some 'relax' time.
Jac out.
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Today is good though!
>> I don't know much longer I can do this without scrambling my grapefruit.
You'll be alright.
I'm already there -- I call them migraines. Migraine aura causes all sorts of havoc with the nervous system.
Your under stress, so the body doesn't react quite right. You need things to go well and they don't.
Deep breaths help to center one's self. Slow down some.
Break down your projects into smaller tasks, some that are relatively quick and you know you can get done. And the others that will take more work and effort. Break those into smaller segments.
I hate those stove drawers, mine gave me a cut.
Your toenail will heal, in time.
the Origin of my stress is out of my control- I cannot be dealt with until I get a new place...so I gotta deal with it.
Other matters have seemed to be worked out.
Toenail..er lack of toenail is doing good too.
May things go more smoothly for you.
I may be unemployed, but I can understand being freakin' freaked out about meeting a deadline that's impossible to meet and was never discussed with you, it had happened with me once.
But thanks!